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[25 Aug 2003|08:14pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | some shitty show ]

a.l.l a.b.o.u.t y.o.u
1.full name: Randi Wouldn'tyouliketoknow Richardson
2.bday: 1.3.88
3.birth state: MA
4.birth town: Stoughton
5.wut hospital : Goddard
6.last 4 digits of cell: 9638 and 0032
7.house number (last 4): 9804
8.weight at birth: fat?
9.and now...: 107
10.time of birth: 5:01 AM
11.height: 5'1 3/4"
12.eye color: greeeeeeeeeeen
13.tan/pale/black/mixed: pale
14.race: caucasian
15.parents names: Tom and Karen
16.pets: none
17.how many rooms in ur house: 5.
18.kinda car u have: Either '91 Ford Escort in Red or a '00 Nissan Altima. All depends on my grades
19.kinda car ur parents have: read above
20.school: Apponequet
21.class of: 2006. 3 more years and I'm out of that shithole.
22.sport 's: None sweetness
23.sports played: the one with your mother. ;)
24.grade: sophomore
25.age: 15
26.sex: female
27.3 words to describe you: goofy, elite, yet kind. Yeah so that's 4 words.. but yet doesn't count.
28.siblings-age/name: David, 21. Carly, 10
29.live with: mon pere
30.piercings: none. eventually my labret
31.tattoos: none yet
32.grade school: Freetown Elementary?
33.color of room: wood paneling... and lots of pictures of random shit. Like bob the builder and Senses Fail
34.color of carpet: hardwood flooring, yo.
35.room size: 11x10?
36.bed size: Twin BUNK BEDS!
37.sheet colors: blue right now.
38.how many pillows: 2
39.shoe size: 6 - 7
40.pant size: girls - anywhere between 1-3 guys - 26 - 28
41.shirt size: youth medium sucka! (in tees anyhoo) or a small
42.bra size (girls): 34B.... and that matters because...?
43.whats in your room: bunkbeds, trash, trash, trash, clothes, clothes I don't wear anymore, 2 little islands (one that I get dressed on and one underneath my ladder), my STEREO <3, TV, PS2 <3, drawers... lots of shit.
44.kinda computer: well my broken computer is a Dell. This one is an IBM think Pad
45.color computer: the dell is white and the IBM is black
46.color car: blue and/or red
47.money in bank account: good idea. I'll ask and take some out soon
48.posters in room: 3 and a ton of pictures
49.hair color: kinda blonde, kinda brown
50.kinda hair(curly, straight...): wavy

f.a.v.o.r.i.t.e.s
51.girl names: Camryn or uhh i dunno
52.guy names: any names that are like Celtic, Welsh or Gaelic. They're so pretty
53.song: pffffft. I could seriously never choose
54.cd: too many
55.scent: not sure
56.emotion: feeling loved
57.feeling: being in love
58.thing to do: be with friends, go to shows, cuddle, make out, play bass and um... other things I guess?
59.place: it doesn't matter, as long as you're with the right people
60.cartoon: lots
61.book: a clockwork orange. or one flew over the cuckoo's nest
62.subject: that one.... probably English actually
63.shampoo: Aussie Mega. Not that fucking Herbal Essances shit... it hurts my eyes.
64.sport: the one with your mother ;)
65.color: black, grey, crayola crayon Cadet Blue, blue, pink and brown.
66.food: Chicken Quesedillas.
67.drink: Mountain Dew AMP.
68.alcohol: none.
69 number : 27 or just 7
70.basketball team: er
71.baseball team: ahh
72.football team: ummm
73.hockey team: uhhh
74.underwear: boycuts
75.store: a lot
76.fast food: wendys or taco bell or subway even
77.eat in: Uhhh... BICKFORDS.
78.breakfast place: BICKFORDS
79.breakfast food: bacon 'n' eggs
80.sound: Senses Fail
81.car: One that moves with a CD player
82.show: Brendan Leonard. Nip/Tuck.
83.animal: Uh. a fluffy one
84.snack: Gushers?
85.thing to do with friends: talk about boys... or... be elite and make fun of annoying kids
86.thing to do with crush/bf/gf: cuddle, laugh, make out... I dunno? talk?
87.brand of clothes: Er.
88.brand of shoes: wal mart track shoes
89.sport to watch: hmmm
90.gum: FRUITSTRIPE.
91.candy: shocktarts
92.flavor: mint
93.skittles: purple
94.starburst: red or orange
95.koolaid: cherry or grape
96.pop: coke or vanilla coke
97.jolly rancher: Watermelon
98.person: I'll take the liberty of naming a few people that are my favorite ; Steph, Shannon, Kate, Padric, DJ, Brendan, Deanna and that's about it
99.actor: Hrm. Johnny Depp?
100.actress: I don't like actresses
101.female singer: MY NAME IS BRODY!
102.male singer: Buddy Neilsen or Joe Brown or Jesse Lacey
103.rapper: not fiddy. maybe that Pharell guy... cause he doesn't really rap.

l.o.v.e. l.i.f.e
104.do you have a bf/gf?: nope
105.if so whats their name: n/a
106.how long have you been together: n/a
107.are you in love?: time will tell
108.have you ever been in love?: what a waste of time that was
109.if u dont have a bf/gf whos ur crush: Pat I guess
110.how long have u liked them?: Well there's a long story behind that. Lets just say I saw him at a Snapcase show, thought he was gorgeous. Didn't see him ever again. Saw him at warped, shrugged him off and met him again at an A Static Lullaby show and started talking more after that
111.would u go out with them right now?: Maybe. I don't really know him right now
112.longest relationship: 6 months. errrr
113.shortest: like 7 hours
114.are you a playa?: haha no I just crush a lot. ;)
115.whats the furthest you have gone?: Why?
116.who was ur best kiss: Padric or Josh
117.first kiss?: Andy Butler. *throws up*
118.grossest kiss: Brian Shea
119.who do u think is the best looking guy/girl you have ever talked to?: Joe Brown hahahahahaa
120.same as 105--ever kissed: er
121.who would u kiss if u could kiss anyone in the world?: Buddy Neilsen. or my crush... heh
122.whats ur fav sexual thing to do?: ...
123.if u have been in love (with who): errr.... I think if you know me, you know who...
124.still in love?: nope
125.miss em?: not anymore
126.regret being with them: not really. it was a learning experience I guess
127.still friends?: haha fuck if I know.

d.o. y.o.u b.e.l.i.e.v.e i.n......
128.aliens: nah
129.ghost: yes
130.god: nope
131.satan: nope
132.heaven: nope
133.hell: nopwl
134.afterlife: yea
135.love at first sight: Yes,
136.santa: nope
137.what comes around goes around: yes

w.h.i.c.h o.n.e?
138.gym shoes/sandals: sneakers
139.dvd/vcr: dvd
140.thong/panties (guys answer):
141.boxer/briefs (girls answer): boxers or boxer-briefs
142.summer/winter: xautumnx
143.spring/fall: xAutumnx
144.make love/cuddle: cuddle sucka!
145.kiss/hug: kiss
146.chocolate/vanilla: Chocolate.
147.juice/pop: how about SODA
148.chill/party: chill
149.draw/write: write
150.nite/day: Night.
151.capris/shorts: capris
152.make-up/none: lined eyes and glossed lips
153.shower/bath: shower
154.food/drink: food
155.drive/walk: drive... but I can't yet
156.nsync/bsb: Nsync haha
157.98/otown: NKOTB!
158.christina/britney: they're both disgusting
159.nelly/luda : Nelly haha
160.ja/50: not fiddy
161.pizza/spaghetti: pizza
162.chinese/mexican(food): chinese
163.pink/purple: pink
164.red/blue: greyish blue
165.scared/nervous: neither
166.mad/sad: sad. because when I'm angry i say stupid shit

p.a.s.t
167.best memory: so far? making out at a train station is up there. meeting my idols are up there too
168.worst memory: too many
169.do u regret anything u ever did?: yea
170.best chilhood memory?: I dunno
171.what were you scared of as a child?: dying
172.what was ur favorite cartoon growin up?: doug or ren and stimpy.... beavis and butthead even
173.favorite stuffed animal/blankie/etc: i don't know
174.did u suck ur thumb?: no
175.do u still have any of the same friends u did when u were 7 and under?: well... I did. two of em one decided to stop talking to me because she got a boyfriend. Do I need that? Nope. the other just got wrapped up in smoking pot and was too busy with that to hang out with me
176.what are you doing right now?: typing this and listening to music
177.are you listenin to music?: yes
178.if so what song?: Benton Falls - Angel on Hiatus
179.what is in your cd player?: A Static Lullaby 'And Don't Forget to Breathe' Taking Back Sunday 'Tell All Your Friends' and some mix
180.who are you talking to?: who knows
181.if ur a girl are u wearing nail polish?: yeah
182.what color?: purple
183.what are you wearing?: er. pajamas and my brand new shirt
184.what are you thinking right now?: gah why hasn't he called yet... I better get to see him tomorrow
185.what did u to today?: woke up, took a shower, called Andrea, Adam came over, now Andrea and Adam are here.

f.u.t.u.r.e
186.what do you wanna be?: music journalist... or a photographer
187.where do you wanna live?: Long Island
188.who do u wanna marry?: I dunno yet.
189.do you wanna get married?: Yes.
190.do you wanna have kids?: Yes.
191.if so... how many?: 1 or 2
192.if u could marry anyone who would it be?: someone who I am completely head over heels in love with

l.a.s.t t.i.m.e. y.o.u......
193.kissed: Monday, August 18th
194.cried: yesterday when we drove by my grandmother's house. oh boy I miss her
195.said something: a minute ago. My dad asked where the remote was and I said "up your ass"
196.ate: I dunno
197.drank: this morning at like 11
198.excersised: the other day i played baseball with my family
199.made love: never
200.read a book on your own time: mmmm
201.had a bf/gf: may
202.danced: hahaha monday infront of the mirror to hot hot heat when I was getting ready to hang out in Boston,
203.showered: This morning
204.brushed your teeth: This morning

h.a.v.e. y.o.u. e.v.e.r
205.smoked a cigerette: i took a drag back in like 6th grade to act tough haha
206.cigar?: ew
207.black?: uhhhhhhhhh
208.weed?: nope
209.been high?: nope
210.had sex?: nope
211.said i hope you die to someone?: HAHAH yes
212.tried to kill someone: my cousin christopher.... but instead i made his tooth fall out hahahahahaha I was like 5
213.tried to kill yourself: .... i'm just gonna say no...
214.got in a fist fight: Yes. with a boy
215.lied to your parents: Yes.
216.if so.. about what?: random shit
217.lied to your friends?: only a few times
218.if so.. about what?: just little things. nothing important
219.bungee jumped?: No.
220.skydive: no
221.been drunk: nah
222.been totally smashed: nah
223.farted loud in public: nah
224.skinny-dipped? nah
225.driven illegally?: Yes
226.ditched someone: ha yes
227.freak danced : what the fuck is that?
228.stole something: Yes
229.if so... what?: lipgloss and bandaids ahahah
230.skipped school?: yeah
231.hung up on someone?: Yes
232.if so.. who?: lots of people probably
234.wore something revealing (girls): yes
235.wore something thuggish (guys):
236.kissed someone of the same sex: yea, just a peck though
237.done anything sexually with the same sex: nope
238.snuck out: Yes.
239.been to a school dance? yeah
240.if so.. how many? a lot

w.h.a.t c.o.m.e.s t.o m.i.n.d
241.lotion: cotton candy scented yum yum
242.rubber: eraser
243.cd: music
244.bed: sleeping
245.paper: writing
246.run: ugh not the mile again ms.cadigan who weighs 340 pounds who needs to run a few laps herself!
247.candle: burn
248.mouse pad: mouse
249.sweatshirt: cozy
250.door: leave
251.pictures: memories
252. larosas: eh
253.deodorant: not gross
254.pencil: write
255.sex: Bright Eyes
256.radio: evil

f.r.i.e.n.d.s
257.best girl friends: Steph, Shannon and Kate
258.best guy friends: Brendan, DJ and Ed
249.prettiest: I dunno
250.shortest: me
251.tallest: Padric.... fucking giant
252.best eyes: Padric
253.most inside jokes: Steph
254.best advice giver: Shannon
255.comes to you for anything: I dunno
256.chill with the most: I dunno
257.laugh with the most: haha Shannon
258.girls-which of ur gf's would u pick for a bf if they were a guy?: I don't think that makes any sense...
259.best hair: me ;)
260.best hair do-er: Padric
261.best make up do-er: not me
262.funniest: Steph and Shannon
263.blondest: ?
264.most serious: i dunno
265.most opinionated: .....
266.most organized: ....
267.smartest: ????
268.most athletic: My friends ain't no curly mullet jocks
269.be friends with forever no doubts: I don't think there is such a thing

w.h.a.t y.o.u t.h.i.n.k a.b.o.u.t
270.ja rule: can I get a what what?
271.eminem: I SO wish I were black!
272.disturbed: David Dremain should DIE
273.boybands: Good Charlotte
274.war: bush
274.9-11: ___________
275.50 cent: Garrett from SF
276.elton john: awesome
277.homosexualty: Diversity
278.rape: disgusting
279.abortion: pro choice.
280.aaliyah: creepy baby noises
281.ludacris: pedofile looking
282.concerts: meeting rad people
283.love/lust: i prefer love
284.long relationships: haha not me
285.obsessions: er
286.smoking: my father
287.drinking: puke
288.these surveys: are ridiculous
289.marilyn manson: hahahaha "I was listening to Marilyn Manson and I got really carried away" *slits wrists* trigger happy fat hot topic kids
290.ghost: *cues in x files music*
291.the dark: anything can happen
292.things that make you happy: him... music... brendan leonard show
293.nelly's band-aid: he must be bad at shaving
294.britney: plastic
295.justin: has a creepy voice
296.j-lo: gold digger

4 g.i.r.l.s o.n.l.y
297.boxers/briefs: boxer briefs
298.hat/no hat: sexy hair
299.blonde/brown: brown
300.tall/short: tall
301.sensative/tough: depends
302.jock/smartie: smart
303.tan/pale: Pale
304.good stomach/good arms (only 1): uh
305.ugly feet/ugly teeth: I FUCKING HATE FEET.
306.blue eyes/brown eyes: brown
307.basketball/football: neither
308.golf/tennis: neither

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holy shit [09 Aug 2003|01:09am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Kimmel ]

Wow, It's been awhile.
Nothing too new has been going on.
Just the same shit
Hurting a lot.
Wishing I could just get away.
That good stuff.

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Fuck this shit [24 Jun 2003|03:36pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Green Day - Longview ]

So anyways, I lack friends now that they're all too cool with their fucking boy toys. Fuck them. I always thought it was "chicks before dicks"... But I guess that doesn't count. But my guy friends are way fucking cooler anyways. So I've decided that I'll say "Bros before hoes" instead. Yeah. Now that I have ranted about how fucking annoying the lovely couples are.... I'm going to sit on my couch and watch TV. Goodbye.

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[19 Jun 2003|06:22pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | tv ]

Oh Sweet Jesus! My journal is GORGEOUS! :)

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[13 Jun 2003|11:00pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Last Days of April - Asprins and Alcohol ]

Why does he have to be so great?

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[13 Jun 2003|10:29am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Home Grown is stuck in my head ]

So, I'm in study hall. This week has been blah. I'm so tired. Ugh. It's Friday the 13th and my day has been pretty bad. God Damn. I hate Friday the 13th... stuff happened on a Friday the 13th... good stuff, but now it's no good anymore. He hates me. But okay. moving right along. You may have noticed my journal is now ugly. :( My overrides don't work anymore which makes me sadxcore. Eff them. Annnnyyhooo... yeah not much to say. Later

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Survey because I love these things, they take up my time that in itself is great [10 Jun 2003|08:27pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | Dashboard-Sceaming Infidelities (Lame,it's on winamp.) ]

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Kissed your cousin: like in that way? Hell no, I'm not a jucket. On the cheek or something in a family memeber way, yes.
2. Ran away: Yes. haha it was great. I got halfway up my drive way, cried and went back home.
3. Pictured your crush naked: Wouldn't he like to know!>
5. Broken someone's heart: ... :'( I think so. I'm sorry
6. Been in love: YES and it doesn't go away EVER. I swear to God one of thess days... It'll happen again. I just gotta be patient
7. Cried when someone died: Yes.
8. Wanted someone: Yes.
9. Broken a bone: nope.
11. Lied: only little ones
12. Cried in school: yes

WHICH IS BETTER
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite.
15. Girls or Guys: Guys, and my wifeys
16. Flowers or candy: candy
21. Tall or Short: Medium.
22. Pants or Shorts: SHANTS! It's shant season again, Josh and I will be so happy!

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:
23: What do you notice first: facial features
24. Last person you slow danced with: holy crap. I honestly don't know.
25. Worst Question To Ask: "Can we just be friends?" or "heh, do you uh... masturbate?" GOD DAMN THAT'S ANNOYING

THE LAST TIME:
26. Showered: This morning.
27. Had Sex: I haven't.

WHAT IS (your favorite):
29. Your Good Luck Charm: I'll tell you when I figure it out.
30. Person You Hate Most: Madame Hartley...
31. Best Thing That Has Happened to You this year: Saw Senses Fail and Finch. Met both of my heros.

FINALLY, etc.
32. Color: black, pink, white and red
33. Movie: way too many
35. Juice: grape
36. Finger: Middle... haha flipping people off is SO punk! ;)
37. Ice Cream: Ben and Jerry's Half Baked or Phish Phood.
38. Shoes: My chucks ooooorr my oldschool vans
39. Season: Spring right before summer. Early june... like it is now
40. Breakfast Food: those sandwich things from dunkies. Josh makes a mean baconeggncheese croissant ;)
43. Makes you laugh the most: Caleb, Steph, Victoria and Emily. Lizzz makes me laugh a lot too.
44. Makes you smile: boys. :) Senses Fail :) Finch :) many other things
45. Can make you feel better no matter what: screaming Senses Fail lyrics. R2k.
46. Has A Crush On You: Hmm... why don't you tell me?
47. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: Hah yes. Nothing spoils peanut butter like unrequited
love.
48. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: HAHAH Guys, most definately. Oooh poor dears! They squeak and get boners. Oh no! YEAH WELL WE HAVE OUR WOMANHOOD, BABIES, CHEST, AND ALL THAT HOOOPLAH. *outburst*

DO YOU EVER:
50. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: I have.
51. Save AOL conversations: yea
52. Save Emails: sometimes
53. Wish you were someone else: sometimes.
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: hah yeah actually. I'd be a hot lead singer of a rad band. guys have better voices for the stuff I like.

FAVS
56. Cologne: axe smells good. as does adidas moves
57. Perfume: I like body spray... especially my cotton candy smelling one
58. Kiss: Well... I thought the firetruck was VERY cute and sweet... but that was a big fucking mistake let me tell you
59. Romantic memory: Let's not talk about that, I might cry... seriously.

HAVE YOU
61. Fallen for your best friend?: Yep.
62. Made out with JUST a friend?: HAHAHAHAH yes.
63. Been rejected: too many times
64. Been in love?: yeah... still am... ick
65. Been in lust?: heh maybe
66. Used someone?: No, but I should.
67. Been used: I think so...
*questions 68 and 69 have been deleted, whoop!*
70. Been kissed?: Yea.
71. Done something you regret?: once again, let's not discuss.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: Adam, I gave him a highfive
73. You talked to?: Dad
74. You hugged?: Lizz
75. You instant messaged?: Steph
76. You kissed?: Steve
77. You had sex with?: No one.
78. You yelled at?: my dad
80. Who broke your heart?: Do we really have to talk about this? :-\
81. Who told you they loved you?: hah, wow... lizz in the friend way. Romantically... Erf.. Josh... *shuts up* that was a loooong time ago.
82. Color your hair? eh, a few weeks ago.
83. Have tattoos?: nope.
84. Have piercings below the waist? No.
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? nope.
86. Own a webcam? Nah but I have a digital
87. Own a thong?: YES! like 9034759048. haha not really that many. but a few. I bought a Senses Fail one... against my will! MERCH RAPE
88. Ever get off the damn computer? hah no
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch? ich lieb diche.
90. Habla espanol? No. Yo tambien! That's like all I know. Buenos Dias! Como-estas?
91. Quack?: Duckie

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything over $50? nope
94. Schizophrenic? probably
95. Obsessive? maybe?
96. Compulsive? maybe?
98. Panic? yeah.
99. Anxiety? Yeah
100. Depressed? ... *whistly noises*
101. Suicidal? Erf...


On to Round 2!
=--------------------------------
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: Yeah I think.
02. Bought something: yep
03. Gotten sick: yes
04. Sang: yes.
05. Eaten: yeah.
06. Been kissed: no. Wanna makeout?
07. Felt stupid: yes
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Yes. It hurts
09. Met someone new: no.
10. Moved on: nope.
11. Talk to an ex: yeah.
12. Missed an ex: yeah... ugh
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yea
14. Had a serious talk: no
15. Missed someone: yea
16. Hugged someone: yes.
17. Fought with your parents: yup
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yea

Social Life:
01. Best girl friends: Lizz, Victoria, Steph, Andrea, etc.
02. Best guy friends: Caleb.
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no
04. If no, current dating partner: none. I'm a loser.
05. Hobbies: webdesign, bass, music, boys.
06. Pager: I had one?
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: depends
08. What type automobile do you drive: I'll be driving either and Altima or an Escort *crosses fingers I better get the damn altima*
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: the altmia
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: depends
11. Where is the best hangout: HEY When you find out, tell me cause I'd like to know
12. Do you have a job: on saturdays avec mon pere
13. Do you attend church: heheh... no.
14. Do you like being around people: yeah.

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: Jess Cardin and Lizz G
02. Do you argue the most with: My dad
03. Who you always get along with: Steph
04. Is the most trustworthy: Hm...
05. Makes you laugh the most: You already asked that... ass.
06. Has been there through all the hard times:Caleb and Josh... except once... yeah let's not talk about that.
07. Has the coolest parents: Lizz
08. Has the coolest siblings: Monica hah
09. Is the most blunt: eh
10. Is the smartest: Caleb

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: Buddy Neilsen
02. What is some of your pet peeves: liars
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: "Nothing spoils peanut butter like unrequited
love..." so that's a YES
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: God... don't even ask. You already know.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Funny.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): not that I can think of.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: yeah, but I didn't.
08. Are you the dumper or dumped: both.
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationshipxcore
10. Want someone you don't have right now: UGH YES
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yes
12. Do you want to get married: yes.
13. Do you want kids: yea...
14. Do you believe in psychics: yeah
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: eh? I wish.
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: me? eyes?
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: HAH. I'm the most emotionally weak person ever. Fuck that.
18. Are you happy with you: hah... no.
19. Are you happy with your life: eh. I'm unsatisfied.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: That's classified information.

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fock yea [07 Jun 2003|09:03am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | None, workxcore ]

Right now i'm at my friend's house. I wasn't supposed to sleepover, but I wasn't going to make these kids drive me all the way to my house. fuck that. I'm grounded though. Supposedly. I've been "grounded" like 3 times this past week... and I've been going all over the place so whatever.

Well, last night I went and saw senses fail for the first time. I missed them at URI because Shannon didn't have enough room in her car. But anyways Erin and Ian brough Steph and I. It was goooood. The car ride was silly. But we saw a bunch of kids outside of some hall looking place so we figured that had to be it... then we saw the sign and stopped. We met shannon there and hung out with her for a bit. We talked to a few random people. It was interesting. First Strutter went on. I got some really good pictures. Then the drive was going on and we kinda don't like them anymore so we walked around inside for awhile. I met Dave Miller and Dan Trapp of Senses Fail. They're nice. Dan was scary he looks all small and young in pictures but in person he's like tall and he has a 5 oclock shadow haha. But he was nice and whatnot. Dave was nice too. Then we went outside and we talked to Buddy (aka My HERO) It was great. We took the best picture EVER of Shannon and Buddy. Then I went to get my picture with Buddy and I like stood next to him and he put his arm around my back and I was like okie dokie... then he's like "NO WAIT!" and like squeezed me to death. Good stuff haha. Then we went and sat with SF at their van. 'Twas interestingxcore. we met some random kid from Freetown. Well, SF went to go get booze or something with the van, so the cops kicked us in and the Prize Fighter were on and they were so good. I got some good pictures of them too. I was RIGHT up front. Then Senses Fail came on and shit went NUTS. The cops were telling these kids to move back but they wouldn't, the kids were assholes. They wouldn't move for ANYTHING. I worked my ass up there and they walked up there like the owned the place. I'm like "excuse me, but NO." and I moved back up. I was right infront of Garrett and Mike. I got REALLY good pictures of them. They opened with "Stephen" of course. They played like 3 new songs from the full length. It was so awesome. They were so good. They ended with One Eight Seven. Some kid that looked like John Cusack groped me. I was like "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" and he's like "huhuhuhuhuhuh" like yano? that like 13 year old deep annoying voice that we all want DEAD. So I pushed him. He thought he was WICKED COOL cause he like stole Mike's mic. He sounded like shit and should've been shot for ruining such great music. Little fucker. I want that kid dead. He bothers me. But anyways I screamed my wee little heart out. It was good. After the show I met Mike. He was a sweetheart. He was like "Hey! What's your name!?" and I told him and he's like "Sweet" and said something like "I'm sweaty" we said "SO ARE WE" and he hugged us all. Then after that we said bye to Dave and Dan. Garrett was like MIA. So after that we went outside and talked to Buddy. It was so silly. Buddy had taken his shirt off and put it ontop of his head. it looked like he had a black bob cut. Photo oppritunity. But I was scared to ask lol. I'm a wuss cause they're pretty much my favorite band. Them and Finch. So that was the show and it was good.

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Yo [04 Jun 2003|06:58pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | Brandtson - Boys Lie ]

Friday needs to be... today. Yeah. It's official. I'm fucking pissed. I can't go to Senses Fail anymore, but I get to hang out with Ryan which is rad. But I missed Senses Fail TWICE. Grrrrf

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[03 Jun 2003|08:11pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | The Ataris - Takeoffs and Landings ]

---> Name: Randi
---> Birth date: January 3
---> Birthplace: Goddard Hospital, Stoughton, MA
---> Current Location: Freetown
---> Eye Color: Green
---> Hair Color: blondish
---> Righty or Lefty: righty.
---> Sign: Capricorn
---> Innie or Outtie: innie.
// series two - describe
---> Your heritage: Uh English, Irish, French, Canadian, Scottish, Dutch, and a bunch of other weird things
---> The shoes and socks you wore today: black chucks, black socks.
---> Your weakness: love.
---> Your fears: people and myself.
---> Your perfect pizza: extra cheese, pepperoni and linguica
---> One thing you'd like to achieve: to be honestly and truly happy in life and to be absolutely head over heels in love (that's not one sided).
// series three - what is
---> Your most overused phrase on aol\aim: lol.
---> Your thoughts first waking up: Why the fuck do I even bother?
---> The first feature you notice in the opposite gender: Face.
---> Your best physical features: eyes? I've been told they're nice.
---> Your usual bedtime: 10:30.
---> Your greatest accomplishment: I'll tell you when I accomplish something
---> Your best memory: Finch show April 25th.
// series four - do you
---> Smoke: Nope.
---> Cuss: Fuck yeah.
---> Sing well: no.
---> Want to go to college: Sometimes I do.
---> Like high school: no.
---> Want to get married: Yeah and be completely in love and never let go of that person EVER.
---> Type with your fingers on the right keys: yeah.
---> Believe in yourself: Uh rarely.
---> Get motion sickness: not really.
---> Think you're attractive: No.
---> Think you're a health freak: hah no
---> Like thunderstorms: not really.
---> Play an instrument: bass guitar.
// series five - in the past month, did/have you
---> Drank alcohol: nope.
---> Smoke(d): nope.
---> Done a drug: nope.
---> Made Out: hah YES.
---> Gone on a date: nope.
---> Gone to the mall: Yep.
---> Been on stage: nope.
---> Been dumped: yeah
---> Gone skating: nope.
---> Made homemade cookies: no.
---> Gone skinny dipping: nope.
---> Dyed your hair: yeah and it didn't show up.
---> Stolen anything: nope.
// series six - have you ever?
---> Been called a tease: no.
---> Gotten beaten up: nope.
---> Shoplifted: yup.
---> Changed who you were to fit in: Not that I can think of.
// series seven - the future
---> Age you hope to be married: 25.
---> Numbers and Names of Children: Morgan and Camryn.
---> Describe your Dream Wedding: Drive Thru wedding in Vegas... or a huge one. Depends
---> What age do you want to die: eh, let's not get into that.
---> What countr[ies] would you most like to visit: UK.
---> Current Clothes: black and red stripedy shirt, jeans, chucks, and black socks.
---> Current Mood: really shitty
---> Current Taste: I just ate spaghettios?
---> Current Hair: messy.
---> Current Annoyance: Myself and my dad talking about me to my grandmother as if I'm not sitting RIGHT FUCKING HERE.
---> Current Smell: nada.
---> Current thing you ought to be doing: making out.
---> Current Desktop Picture: Taking Back Sunday (fight club style).
---> Current Favorite bands: Don't even fuckin' go there.
---> Current Book: Uh. none right now.
---> Current DVD In Player: Mmm... Drive Thru Records DVD
---> Current Worry: Too many to even think about... thanks for reminding me
---> Current Crush: You should already know... But if you don't... ask.

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[03 Jun 2003|07:56pm]
[ mood | discontent ]
[ music | The Starting Line - A Good Night's Sleep ]

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | dying alone
02 | being lonely ever
03 | people I love mysteriously dying or hating me

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Caleb
02 | Victoria
03 | Lizz

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | My true friends
02 | Music
03 | Being far away from here

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Snotty people
02 | Bigots
03 | 8th grade girls other than Merry and Marilyn

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | Keyboard
02 | Moniter
03 | vanilla coke

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Listening to the Ataris
02 | Typing this silly survey
03 | breathing

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | See Senses Fail live
02 | Have sex ;) Who the hell wants to die a virgin? C'mon now! ;) No... see Finch again
03 | Makeout with someone really passionate like... and have it really mean a lot to both of us, cause that hasn't happened in a REALLY long time.

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Play bass
02 | Unwrap a starburst with my tongue.
03 | The "Stop" Spice Girls dance

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Silly
02 | Kind.
03 | Semi-stuck up like

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01| "your star green eyes always get the best of me"
02| short heh
03| weird looking

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | Fuck
02 | Holy shit dude
03 | Meh

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | ramen noodles
02 | buffalo wings from the 99 pub
03 | mozzerella sticks

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO:
01 | New York City
02 | the UK bitches
03 | one of those crazy little European countries no one cares about. like Latvia or Estonia.

THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY:
01 | R3k
02 | Rx
03 | Rtr

THREE NAMES OF PETS YOU HAVE OR HAD:
01 | Noah (the fucking coolest hamster EVER)
02 | Spaz
03 | Batman and Robin (a black fishie and a gold fishie)

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[31 May 2003|03:21pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | WELCOME HOME TRAVIS - throwing pennies at your window ]

Well, work sucks. That's about it. My dad is being a silly head. i just wanted to listen to ONE song off of mp3.com and he got all shnipickiddy. hahah. Anyhoo, tonight is Laura's get-together thing. I'll be attending. As will : Lizz, BAS, Ryan, Tom, Deanna, Kevin, etc. The whole gang. It'll be good. So yeah. as soon as this song is on I have to leave. Grrf. I don't feel like getting back to work I hate work. Icky icky icky. Throwing Pennies At Your Window... it makes me smile. I want someone to throw pennies at my window. I'd be .like.... YAY. Random boy with pennies. :) anyhoo, this song is like... over. so i have to leave. Later

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Who went on a freakin' rampage? ME [28 May 2003|10:28pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Bright Eyes - Falling Out of Love at this Volume ]





WHAT HOLLYWOOD STARLETTE OF THE 90'S ARE YOU?

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What fashionable underground band/style are you?

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Marla Singer
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HASH(0x84bdc48)
"Somewhere under water maybe you could find my
heart 'cause that's where I threw it after you
had torn it out three days ago."

You are Holly Hox Forget Me Nots. You're a
recovering heartbroken.. thing. No use being a
negative nancy, eh? It's a good thing you have
a positive outlook on things, like.. diving in
a river and fishing out your heart. Hey, maybe
the glass is half full after all...


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Pill Taking Conor
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"Ashala Rock"

We're finding hope in light
You're my dreams tonight
With you I'm falling in love
For the very first time


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Okay I'm tired. Nite
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[23 May 2003|10:23am]
dominant
You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!


What kind of kiss are you?
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Which Adam of Taking Back Sunday are you?
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[23 May 2003|10:11am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | I have Logh stuck in my head... ]

So I am in the hall of study. It sucks. I'm quite bored. I actually have algebra homework I should be doing but I really don't care right now. Anyhoo I woke up really late today... 8 oclock.. cough it sucked. My dad flipped out and drove me to school even thoug he bitched about it the whooooole morning. Ugh. He sat there and told me how easy my life is which cracked me up, so on the way to school I summarized every problem I have right now... and what do ya know? He had absolutley nothing to say. Big fuckin surprise. Anyways... I'll update you later cause I must do some homework in a sad attempt to pass Cabucio's class... even though it's... not possible. G'bye blurty.


PS. I ate a chocolate donut. I now feel like I'm going to puke.

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Angel on Hiatus [22 May 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | morose ]
[ music | Brandtson - Boys Lie ]

Ugh. I'm so sick of being nice to everyone. I feel so gross inside and it's just arg. I'm so angry with shit. People think too highly of me. My fucking B dropped to an F in english. I'm so screwed. My dad is going to fucking kill me. I did so bad on my tests and didn't do like any of my homework. I fucked up so bad. Ugh. It's ridiculous. Ugh I'm just so sick of everything. I'm sick of these people (the exception of a select few, you should know who you are). I'm sick of school, I'm sick of waking up every morning with no desire or motivation. I used to look forward to seeing people. Now it's just like "Go die". I'm sick of my house, I'm sick of my family. I'm sick of being sick. I'm sick of feeling empty and fucking walking around acting like an idiot to please everyone else. Fuck them. I shouldn't have to parade around and act like I'm a wicked happy person. I'm not. I hate just about everything. I don't even think I'll go to school tomorrow... I'll be grounded this weekend... but what difference does it really make? None. It's just a weekend. The day of sleeping and getting away from everyone would so be worth it. I just need *Randi* Time. not *everyone else* time. I'm selfish. Fuck everyone else. When are they there for me? Seriously. I can honestly think of like... 4 people who actually are there for me. One of them like barely ever talks to me anymore because we managed to stop talking. Not talking to him hurts so much. Today we talked but it wasn't the same. He just looked so... uninterested. It's obvious he didn't want to talk to me. But of course, I just couldn't leave him alone. It's so lame. Ugh. I just BLAH. I don't even think I want to go to the "Festival" it's a waste of money. I don't know. i feel weird still, something of course is STILL missing but fuck it. I'm starting to get used to having a cavity in my heart. Whatever. I'm thinking of becoming one of those people who honestly DON'T CARE about anything. I'll live in a fucking box for the rest of my life. I'd be more satisfied with that, than the piece of shit I call my life. Ugh. I'm done ranting for now. Meh. Nite.

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I'm so GENIUS [16 May 2003|11:59am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Brand New - Soco Amaretto Line ]

What's it like to know the only person
who'd ever love you currently hates you?
Is it comforting?
Or does it leave a nausiated feeling in your stomach?
Somewhat like the feeling you get in your gut
when you know you're guilty.
I hope everytime you think of me
It feels like needles
cause I still feel the sting
It's as sharp as the knife you used
to stab me in the back
I finally got fed up
So I finally gave up
I don't want to kepe in touch
Cut off all connections from me
and all those letters
burn them
It hurts to know they exist
those words I said
wipe them from memory
they didn't mean half as much to you
as they did to me
You make that quite obvious
in your ridiculous statements
Pretend nothing ever happened
Especially the day we met
I want nothing to do with you
and I say that whole heartedly
For the first time
I'm speaking my mind
It's all over
Now where do I go from here?
Far far away from you
You won't miss me
Or so I assume
If you have anything to say
Keep it to yourself
I don't want your second chances
It's over now.

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Meh [16 May 2003|11:52am]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | Konstantine - SoCo ]

Blah. Half day today. I'm home and I'm so bored. This song is so depressing. (Konstantine by SoCo) blah so on todays agenda is going to Target, Bickfords, Lizz's and then tomorrow is the youth pride march. Radcore eh? Yeah badass bitches!

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Meh [13 May 2003|07:29pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Something Corporate - Globes and Maps ]

Things are evil. Once again, getting let down. These fucking people have this way of sucking you in so fast and then spitting you out. The best part is when they don't give you a reason why, or talk to you at all for that matter. Ugh. I just feel so drained. *kicks stuff*

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Wow... stuff is boring. [20 Mar 2003|12:35pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | None, I'm in school ]

I'm in school right now, it's quite boring.. there's nothing to do in this study. Stuff is bad. I'll explain later on.

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