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[12 Mar 2005|09:05pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | shes the blade, your the paper- sugarcult ] wow. im stupid. and bored blah blah blah blah blah. reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetard meow

[15 Feb 2005|04:07pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | down-blink 182 ] im posting everything in every journal from now on.. goobye meow

[15 Feb 2005|04:06pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | slipped away-avril lavigne ] yeah today was so-so history- my poor sawah. i felt so bad for her. she went down to the office. so then i went down with her. i comforted her then we both went back.:(. i dont know if i could have gotten any madder at tom. seriously that kid is so wishey-washey its not even funny. i went over to ask him one question about the test corrections, then hes like "b" im like are you sure cause megans says "a" and he SLAPS me across the face and hes liek "NO ITS B NOW GO AWAY". *everyone laughs*..then he comes over when we were talkin about the green day concert in may. and im like "yeah its so cool me and kyla are proally going" and sarahs like "tom aren't you and elliott going" then hes like "not anymore". then i fucking start crying. no one leave comments saying "omg i know how you feel" NO YOU DON'T. no one treats you guys like tom treats me half the time. i was so hurt i couldn't even explain it. seriously. and NO ONE understands. i bet im the person who gets most made fun of in the grade and NONE of my friends give a shit and they dont know how much it hurts me. like patrick has been calling me chubby and fat lately. seriously. i HATE guys. computer- fun. me and noah were calling nina preppy. cause she was sorta acting a bit..idk weird. lol it was making her so mad. so i stole noah's necklace cause it looked cool. science- eh boring. lunch- like all the guys were at the football thing. so i sat by amanda and rachel..exciting. i know. recess- it was so fun. kyla and megan were walking around listening to her cd player. so then i yelled "MEGAN WORKS THE CORNER OF 82" then danny m's like "corner of 82..what?" lol they all didnt get it..it was so funny. homeroom-talked innervention- i stole tylers seat.cause sarah stole mine. then i took the L.A test. math- took a quiz. sarah, you owe me 1$. i had to borrow a calculator and she said whoever borrowed mine has to pay for it. idk ill tryto find some money in my room.=( L.a- did buckle down. so now im home. my mom started crying. todays her birthday and she misses her mom so bad. so i went in her room and comforted her. i hate seeing my mom cry. i wanted to cry to. i miss my grandma so much. my grandpa visits every now and then. he tries so hard to be happy. and its so sad to see him cry. i hate it. its so weird. i know its been like 3 or 4 years, but still, its not the same and NEVER will be the same.i remember being young when she was healthy and so happy. i would spend the night at their house once a year. and i would play "go fish" with her on the couch everyday. i know she would always let me win. it was the best. anyways- i got my mom. bath n body stuff. 2 pairs of earings, and i drew a picture of herbert. she loved it all. she dosent know how much she deserves it. sorry for the emotional stuff. meow

eh [30 Jan 2005|08:53am] [ mood | complacent ] [ music | kylas playing some eminem song?? ] ah this sucks. xangas down till like 1. oh well. im at kylas house. last night we saw white noise. ill write about it in my xanga. 2 meow

updating:) [25 Jan 2005|07:58pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | were all to blame- sum 41 ] havent seen this in awhile. hmm lets see. ive havent been in the best condition lately. i hate my cutting. but i have to admit it makes me feel a lot better when im finished. i have only like 2-3 scars from it so thats good. mike...has been good. couldnt come to the basketball game:( didnt have a ride. haha me and amanda walked in and we saw the triple gross factor. haah it was nassty. but yeah like all the guys were throwing their warm ups at me. lol i beat amanda 4-0. i sat by kyle for the whole 7th grade game and we talked<3, hes awesome. we may go tobaggining thursday w/ mike. but we wont sled or anything. wo ho. i made a new mix. i love it. 1.she thinks she needs me-andy griggs 2. nobodys home(acoustic)-avril lavigne 3.hands down-dash 4.basketcase-greenday 5.were all to blame-sum 41 6.best thing you never had- butch walker 7.slither-velvet revolver 8.american idiot-green day 9.fall to pieces-velvet revolver 10.sex and candy- marcy's playground 11. smells like teen spirit- nirvana 12.rape me- nirvana 13. heart shaped box-nirvana 14.lithium-nirvana 15.mayberry-rascal flatts((haha kyle forced me to let him listen to this on the bus)) 16. i miss back when- tim mcgraw 17.sudds in the bucket-sara evans((lol my mom says this will be sam in a couple years)) 18. dont take the girl-tim mcgraw(( this song is so sad:'( )) but yeah. im off to shower..and maybe american idol?naw idk. meow

IMA CRAZY MOTHER! [19 Jan 2005|05:28pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | shes the blade, your the paper- sugarcult ] haha im moved to Xanga. i felt so alone at blurty. it sucked. CARLA IS WITH ME:):) carla i love you. thanks for my oober cool layout. gosh i really need to stop saying "oober" haha im so hyper right now! 1 meow

im rich bitoch [16 Jan 2005|08:41pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | dashboard ((its on her Xanga) ] i stole it from veronicas Xanga (hehe) sounds yummy! Emo Boyfriend Name DOB Favourite Color His Name Angel His Looks/Style Curly-ish brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, labret pierced, tight tshirts, tight pants, skate shoes How you met McDonald's How he tells you he loves you Tells you that you're beautiful whenever you say you're fat and kisses you wherever you say you have a problem What he calls you Baby How far you've gone everything This Quiz by _shelovedaboy - Taken 73207 Times. New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! 5 meow

Public Quiz [16 Jan 2005|07:43pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | music from the Oc mix 2 ] THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. april 2. ape 3. aprik, fagril THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. rocknroll0425 2. chokedxlullabies 3. greendayrox0425 THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. my eyes 2. skin complexity 3. my back THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. how often im online 2. doing things at the last minute 3. my laziness THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. German 2. Czechoslovakian 3. french THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. staying online at night til like 2 and then having to walk al the way to my room 2. big tests 3. men who hook their horns when im getting my mail ((creepy)) THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. online 2. friends 3. food THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. shorts 2. shirt 3. bra THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment): 1. taking back Sunday, greenday 2. Avril Lavigne, sugarcult 3. Butch Walker, American hi fi THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment): 1. basketcase 2. best thing you never had 3. pretty girl THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1. more cds 2. get far on gutair 3. try something (snowboarding) THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP 1. trust 2. the one thing I love about him(smile, way he laughs) gosh that’s cheesetastic 3. affectionate TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order) 1. im drinking coffee 2. I love mike harris 3. I haven’t showered in 5 days(EW!) THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. deep voice 2. overall personality 3. their smile THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. overall music 2. online of course 3. watching sometimes playing sports THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. meet mikes 2. talk to my sister…like regular 3. find my dang gutair book! THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. journalism 2. interior designer 3. working in a really cool vintage store(for fun) THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. somewhere tropical 2. north carlolina(again) 3. CAMP! I loooove camp! THREE KIDS NAMES: 1. GIRL – something with an A 2. BOY – I love the name Andrew, and Derik 3. HERMAPHRODITE – oh gosh. That’s gross. If I had to pick..uh Kamil? THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. skydiving! 2. Go to a real party (when I’m over 21 of course) 3. Have a day in life with no worries THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY: 1. I have a deep liking for Halo/halo2 2. Most of the time “just friends” is alright with me 3. i tend to get into watching cartoons THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK 1. I try to wear as much makeup as possible w/o it looking bad 2. my hair always has to be decent 3. i can cry pretty easily take it and comment 3 meow

hmm [01 Jan 2005|06:26pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | come back sunday- butch walker ] hmm seems like the only people i can trust on here is ariel my LOVELY LOVELY cousin:) and kyla thats all BITCHES. meow

something i want everyone to read.. [19 Dec 2004|11:25am] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | nobodys fool- avril lavigne ] With Ashlee Simpson in the news this week following a disastrous lip-synching appearance on "Saturday Night Live," Canadian pop singer Avril Lavigne says it's "pathetic" that some young artists don't sing on their own record or on stage. While she can relate to the pressures of learning how to play live and work an audience for the first time, Lavigne says she takes exception to the practice of lip-synching. "You know what? There are a lot of people out there today, who have become stars or famous musicians - I wouldn't really define them as a star - with a record only because they have connections and only because they have money and for the wrong reasons," Lavigne, 20, told Billboard.com. And it sucks. Actually, I know for a fact there are some young female artists who don't even sing on their own records and who don't sing live. And that is pathetic." Ashlee Simpson, the younger sister of fellow reality TV starlet, Jessica Simpson, was caught out during her "SNL" appearance when a pre-recorded vocal track started playing as she held her microphone to her side. She initially blamed her band, and then a sore throat that prevented her from singing live. Lavigne, who is six days older than Simpson, added, "I got signed because of my voice. That's what (then-Arista head Antonio) 'L.A.' Reid signed me on. He said, 'Wow, you are only 15 and you can really sing. I'm going to sign you.' And I've never lip-synced once." Lavigne is in the midst of a North American tour to promote her newly released second album "Under My Skin," which has sold 1.8 million copies to date in the United States. She drops in on Hampton, Va., Oct. 30. avril IS good. people mistake her a lot. when for a fact i saw her on stage play gutiar, piano, and a little drums. shes awesome and TRUELY talented. when she came into the business she WAS HERSELF and she let NOTHING change that. Ashlee is pure FAKE. dying her hair black just to be "punk" or to be different from "jessica" are you kidding me? wow that sets me off. ashlee makes me sick avril makes me realize that there IS talent out there and REAL MADE music. not computers singing. meow

new journal [25 Oct 2004|09:22pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | In my world-Avril Lavigne ] [-] comment to be added [-] add me first [-] leave comments [-] dont leave a comment if your gonna say sumthing gay about avril 2 meow

[20 Oct 2004|05:41pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | ursher on mtv ] its sarah, dont u just love this layout..? :). 3 meow

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