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HEYYY IM ALIVE! yea newho i always sually write in my lj.. just cause i know soo many more pple that are on lj.. but it doesnt mean i read the lives of my blurty friends.. like.. ash..stace...leafy etc so newho... yea i suggest u pple get a lj cause its freeee and hyou dont need a code nemore yay! but yea tday was crazy ..... more studyinf and more giving out of the work n crap.. life has been nuts.. and i hate it...i think allot of us.. idk .. i dont really know how to explain it.. cause i cant write smart for shit.. but i cant wait till reageants and miderms are freekin over.. cause hopefully the 3rd quarter will be a better one.. acuse i need it to be.. ive been so stressed out lately and i cant take it nemore.. i try to make myself better but it just hasnt been owrking.. and bleh now im just noticign that my throat is hurting allot... fun well yea i have a mound of homework i need to be doing..
Highlight of tday : was probably when alethea andi were in the bathrooms.. and all of a sudden she started rhyming out of now where.. and was like " wow amanda you're tall.. and you can see over the stall " idk there was other funyn stuff that went on.. and it was a good laugh that i hadnt had in a lonnngg time.. i <3 it
--> " there are many paths to tred
through shadows
till the edge of night
untill the stars
are all alight "
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| boredom.. but i have plenty of things i should be doing |
[06 Dec 2003|01:52pm] |
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well since im procastinating on this snowy day i dont feel like doing homework. ive been kinda just plopsing around and being warm.. ( besides being out side when shoveling) but im bound to start homework sooner or later.. lol but heres a thingy that i got from another journal (merber)
PAST
-first grade teacher's name: Ms. blahh having a brain fart cant remember lol oih well
-last words you said: looks at the cats
-last song you sang: I dont care very much
-last thing you laughed at- at my brother
-last time you cried: sometimes i feel like im always crying
.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: idk its upstairs in my room
-what color socks are you wearing: well ilm wearing 2 layers 1 is ppair of toe socks with glow in the dark starts on them and the other is just white
-what's under your bed: another bed
-what time did you wake up today: 9:!5
.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: i really wanna do something in the field of marine bio.. with marine animals.. ( doolhpins hopefully ) i just think its amazing.. if that doesnt work.. idunno lol
-where are you going to live: i dunno.. wherever the wind takes me
-how many kids do you want: dunno
-what kind of car will you drive: no prefrance as long as my husbands happy lol
.CURRENT.
-current hair: up
-current clothes: sweat pants and sweat shurt
-current jewelry: 2 rings and watch
-current annoyance: my fingers are cold and i have a headache and that i cant really go newhere cause of the snow
-current smell: apple cinnamon candle mmm
-current longing: hmmm many things
-current desktop picture: of my past dog.. Heidi
-current favorite music artist: i have many
-current book: BLAH !! HATE IT scarlet letter
-current worry: no ones gunna fall in love with me lol
-current hate: people cant just be nice to one another
-story behind your username: it was in the summer .. and my birthday is aug 24th.. and i love the summer
-current favorite article of clothing: love sweatshirts
-favorite physical feature on a boy: eyes
-one person you wish was here right now: someone special
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: hey
-i am happiest when: im with my friends
-i feel lonely when: no ones around and im depressed
-do you think too much: yes! wayyy to much
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: Austrailia
-famous person you have met: ummm idk
-do you have any regrets: um i think so but not major ones
-favorite coffee: starbucks
-favorite smell: well smells form a candle.. vanilla and apple cinnamon and then theres cucumber melon
-what makes you mad: lately alot of things.. when people are fake
-favorite way to waste time: sitting at the computer
-what is your best quality: i dunno.. people say that im nice?
-are you currently in love/lust: no.. i wish.. i guess
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: at the elevation of 10,500 ft.. sharing a sleeping bag and an emergency blanket with this girl amanda.. cause all our stuff was wet and we stayed up all night cause it was FREEEZING .. it was crazy lol but fun
-any bad habits: another brain fart.. idk
-do you find it hard to trust people: not really
-last thing you bought yourself: a shirt
-bath or shower: shower
-favorite season: summer fall winter
-favorite color: lots of them
-favorite time of day: after school time but i love sunrise and sunset
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: yes
.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: allot
-do you wear a watch: i feel naked without it
-favorite pants color: - probably a dark color
most expensive item of clothing: my camerata gown ( $$ it was like $400 or something)
-most treasured: sweatshirts
.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: well i think so.. i hope they do..
-what do they tend to be like: they are unique
-can you count on them: i think so
-can they count on you: yes i think im a reliable person
.LAST.
-last book you read: crucible
-last movie you saw: aladdin
-last movie you saw on the big screen: eek i dnt remember.. thats sad isnt it
-last show you watched on tv: idk
-last song you heard: christmas song
-last thing you had to drink: water
-last thing you ate: lemon morangue pie lol
-last time you showered: last night
-last person you hugged: my dad
-last person you talked to online: danielle ( wooo chicagp) anj, rach, leafy
-last person you talked to on the phone: emily
.DO YOU.
-do drugs: nope
-drink: i have
-sleep with stuffed animals: when im upset
-have a dream that keeps coming back: used to
-play an instrument? well violin, voice and piano
-believe there is life on other planets: sure
-read the newspaper: once in awhile.
-have any gay or lesbian friends: yes.
-believe in miracles: it could happen
-consider yourself tolerant: yea i guess
-like the taste of alchohol: some.
-believe in astrology: eh kinda
-believe in magic: lol sure why not
-pray: yea occasionally
-go to church: on holidays sometimes
-have any secrets: of course.
-have any pets: 1 dog, 4 cats, guinea pig, iguana,
-go or plan to attened college: ya
-talk to strangers: yea when i need directions ll
-have any piercings: no .. and i cant cause i have this thing where itll would just scar up it sux!
-have any tattoos: look above
-hate yourself: sometimes... called despression i guess lol
-wish on stars: yea.. sometimes it works to-like your handwriting: only sometimes
-believe in witches: nope
-believe in ghosts: sometimes lol
-believe in santa: when i was little
-believe in the easter bunny: look above
-believe in the tooth fairy: same thing ... above
-have a second family: i would say mostly if i had to pick one.. it would be emilys then sam
-sing in the shower: yes.. who doesnt!
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| ITHACA! ... fun stuff |
[16 Nov 2003|06:59pm] |
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woaaa im not gunna bother writing about since the last time i wrote .. cause it would take 4ever.. cause allot of things ahppened.. mr.L 's show ( itw as amazing) and rehersal... and school.. bein w/ friends... and everything else tahts goin on.. this past weekend was our Ithaca trip for camerata.. itw as soo much fun i loved the experience.. it was fun hearing what it was like from the veterans and then actually gettin to see what thingsa are like.. newho
-Friday.. everyone was excited.. and we just wanted to leave.. and we had to meet at 1:00 but we all like met earlier.. was funny.. jim and i were going nuts kinda lol ti was funny newho.. on the bus there it was fun.. i made bracelets for people ( then after a while my fingers felt like they were gunna fall off) brett was going around with his video camera taping people who were sleeping... I sat next to kerri..in the back .. they played this question game.. and if you didnt answer the question you were out....eh well it didnt really matter to me.. cause i didnt play neway lol... we watched.... movies.. dont even really remember which ones cause i wasnt watching them.. princess bride...batman 4ever... oh and then.. we stopped at a stop ( with kmart and bking) and some people had food ( like me) i sat with bhop and kerri.. but when we got back on the bus smelt like fuel.. after awhile we were like... wooo light headed lol. then we had to stop again to see what was wrong. and yea we got stuck at this stuck stop with sketchy truckers and bad food and lots of smoke. for 3.5 hours ( but really it wasnt that bad.. ibe been to really really worse places then that) there was an " arcade" with pool tables.. and some gams.. and so we hung out over there.. but after a while we all got restless and then we had to have a "rehersal" so we were singing in this part of the restaurant... then there was too much smoke.. so then we went outside and was singing in the cold ( and there were some flurries) but yea then finally at like 9:15 the bus was done!! and fixed.. we were soooo happy. then we still had like 1-2 hours to go.. then they were singing secret garden songs ( it was werid basically almost the whole maing pple of the cast were on the bus .. was funny) i wasnt in secret garden but i knew some of the songs.. was fun.. the FINALLY at 11:30 we got to the hotel.. and had togo strait to our rooms. blah.. and " old man wagman" in room 241.. came out and yelled at us when we were all going into our rooms lol... but newho...
Saturday-> set the alarm for 6.. then had to get up and take a shower.. and iwas sooo tired... and we didnt have a boombox.. so we turned on the clock radio.. to find a radio station.. and we found this spanish station.. it was funny. .we all took showers ( roomates-> leafy-anj-laura) and i think we were like the first ones ready... we were dressed in our " nie " outfits.. most of us were wearing black dresses... we all looked really nice.. an the guys were wearing suits n stuff.. we ate breakfast ( was ok) well there were hott football players eating breakfast too lol.. then we went to warm up.. ( got ot see Alyssa) and then we performed hodie-> surgens-> and singing in the rain for the other choirs... and we heared their songs... somg were really good.. some were like eh lol then we met our composer... and it was weird.. we like all called the right one and it was just a guess.. but hey it was right.. ( freeky) then we moved again to a dif area and listend to the ithaca choir and other people they were really good... till lunchtime.. sat with sam for luch :) and we had belgium waffles.. mmm lol and we talked. about the trip n stuff.he's such a nice kid.. luv ya sam! then after we went and worked on our piece with the composer.. and when we did all the lines and veres a bunch of times.. and got it the way he wanted it. and contino wanted it... it sounded great.. then we listened to more choirs.. ( i feel asleep - and so did most of the rest ofus ) then hey IT WAS DINNER TIME... haha it felt like we had just eaten dinner
.. the food wasnt that bad.. i sat with sara and i had pizza salad.. and ICECREAM.. we had icecream with sprinkles.. mm it was yummi lol... then we had to go back and get changed.. i went b4 everyone went with merissa and kathryn annie and jodi.. and blah the room was locked.. we heard people above us that sounded like tp and jim ( was freeky) then when alyssa came with the key... we went in the room... we changed into our gowns.. and e veryone looked soo hott lol haha we took lots of pictures.. and i loved wearing my new gown.. i loved it.. we warmed up... contino made us close our eyes.. and in the dark we closed our eyes and she read us the poem " The Peace Of Wild Things" and then we were quiet and we started to walk to the hall.. and yea i was the first one.. cause i was on the end.. so i was leading them.. eek was a little nerve racking but fun... i hope i make a good first impression when i walk on stage... well we were second.. i think we looked the hottest ( meaning camerat) compared to the other groups.. we sang our song second.. and we sang it absolutely beautifully .. it was amazing... some of us ( including me..) had a tear in our eye when it ended... the song was amzing.. and i know all of us had a good feeling.. and oh yea.. during our song this baby was crying it was annoying lol but im really glad that everyone was focused and didnt lose it. oh something else that was funny b4 we went on we were sitting in the rows i was sitting nxt to rach on the end
contino- dont let me forget to aknowledge chip after the song
me- ok
alyssa- yea we'll be in the audience yelling " contino aknowledge chip"
Mrs. Farrel - whats his last name
contino- ( laughs ) Ahoy...
( Everyoned starts laughing)
contino- imagine if i said that on stage " its chips ahoy"
yea newho it was really funny... then finally when we heard all the crazy weird songs.. " DONT LET THAT HORSE EAT THE VIOLIN" ( did they just say the horse and the violin mated? it was really weird.. but newho then at the end we went up onstage and all sang salvation is created.. i thought it sounded good.. and our song didnt wing... this pachem one was 2nd.. and this reallly weird one won..." infitiy in my palm blah blah.. well wehn we we were done.. we went back to our room and got ready to go to WEGMANS!! on the bus there.. we were all happy and excited... sang fishca...in the jungle..and the lionking.. when we got to wegmans.. i was curious to see what the inside looked like ( cause of what the veterans were saying it looked like) we went in there to buy food for sunday morning yada yada.. of course people gave us werid looks cause we were in our gowns... brett was video taping stufff ( and they kicked him out " hey we got you all over the store.. why dont you pay for you stuff and get out" and they were telling people not to take pictures.. oh geeze.. wehn we got back to the hotel.. we went back to our rooms and curfew was 12:00 and there was a party ( well we thought it was a sweet 16.. but we were sooo wrong lol itw as a rave cause then we saw cops and they busted it) brett cought by accident people having sex in a stairway on video with like glass on the door which was like right by the entrance.. was funny.. old man wagner was complaing again ... we were aloud to go into eachothers rooms i was soo tired i went into kerris room and we were all watching t.v( well not all of us) and we declared the trip to be sex fest 2003 lol it was funny then some of us when outside to just sit in the hallway with contino.. it was fun then we went to bed cause we were told that our wakeup call was gunna be at 5:30 Blah
Sunday- we all looked dead on the bus and we were all grumpy and tired it wa funny the bus was like silent.. i think i slept and then we stopped at a mcdonalds and there were these hick college pple there. and they were drunk " drinking is for the pm" and some people got breakfast.. why i did idk cause i had food on the bus oh well it was good.. once i ate it i went back to sleep and basically slept the whole way home it felt good lol yea mark yelling the whole time " does neone have Justified.. i wanna listen to it!!" ahh shut up lol haha pple are tryin to sleep and so many people werre taking pictures ... we watched gatacca jim gave me caberet to listen too ( :) was very happy) and then b4 we knew it we were back to the school and i finally got all my crap off the bus and everyone was like leaving and contino said that no one could leave if the bus wasnt clean ( cause it wass seriosuily a mess there was food wrappers and stuff everyone0 and brett and andy went back on the bus and then i did and helped them clean up the bus... there was of course garbage ubt there was untouched food a shoe and a cam binder and other things.. itw as funny... then my mom came and i put all my stuff in the car ( well at least i thought it did) when i got home i went to wash my hands and went to the bathroom and told my mom bout the trip and then i was like " wheres my duffel bag" yea im stupid.. i left it at the school i never took it.. i thought i did.. or i thought my mom put it in the car but i didnt lol and sureenough it was a 1/2 hour later since when i left and it was still there lol ( they probably figured whoever bag it was they would realized it they didnt have it and come back for it .. then i went home and had a bagel and talked to my mom bout the rest of the trip and talked to my brother ( he felt lonely this weekend cause everyone was on the trip) i heard about all the stress that went on in the city with my mom and my bro alban .. istarted typing the entry but then i was really tired and i was talking to pple then idecided to take a nap and that was like 2:15.. and hey i just woke up at 6:15.. it felt good and now i just finsihed this..
well i can def say this was a remember when trip.. oh and everyone is like getting sick now.. blah not a good thing cause we have rochester in 2 weeks eek and of course we have the musical coming up eek... but newho the trip was allot of fun with all that went on.. these are some of the sayings or highlight of sexfest2003!! ( this was on my away message)
remember when -> we got stuck a truck stop with sketchy truckers for 3.5 hrs with gross sketchy food .. singing in the freezing cold parking lot
- old man wagner .. room 241...
- sprinkle sprinkle ... salt and spice
- the hott " shaggy " man with bare feet
-ice cream.. with sprinkles
-the land of stairs
- scary soloist
-oh no oh not the fishca!!
- no hoozie fats song :-( ( sp?)
- sex fest 2003!!
dont let that horse eat the violin!
wegmans!!
we got in a fight with some drunk hicks at 6 am and they followed us? (from rach)
" we have a place for you hicks on Long island.. its called hicksville"
so yea.. now i have to do homework blkah and mayb ill eat something.. if theres something that i forgot lemme know! :) thnx to everyone who made me laugh and smile on this trip :) xoxox '
untl nxt time
dont EVEr let that horse eat the violin
YEA FOR SEX FEST 2003!
-> in here life is beautiful <-
:: manda ::
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[26 Oct 2003|12:32pm] |
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oh boy.. havent updated i a couple days.. but im just gunna write bout yesterday... went into the city to see caberet.. with my family.. and to meet my friend caitlin who lives in NJ ( i met her in california.. she was on the wider op) but newho.. we had lunch with her.. and we couldnt stop smiling or laughing.. it was soo funny..we ate at the olive garden.. it was allot of fun... but
CABERET~ oh man.. itw as soo great.. even though it was the 2nd time seeing it... jim told me earlier this week that adam pascal was gunna be emcee!! and geeze he did a really good job.. i could kinda recognize him under all the makeup.. and stuff.. and hes skinnier than he was in aida.. but i could tell it was him from his vioce.. but he was really good.. and during the song money makes the world go round.. in the first act.. at the end he threw fake money into the first like orchestra tables.. and i was like.. ahhh i wanna go get one of the fake money.. so during intermission.. i went down there.. and like all the rich people were sitting at the orch tables.. and I GOT ONE!! and haha you think that broadway would havbe enough money to buy like fake money.. but it was a piece of green computer paper.. with black marker that said "Money" on both sides.. but hey.. its a suviener! and he touched it ( hey im not like obssessed fan like some people are.. but i do think hes a good actor. and i did see him in aida..n rent..)
Then during the 2nd act.. it was like one of the first few scenes.. and someone at one of the orch tables.. they like fainted or collapsed or something .. and then one of the actors was like.. is there a doctor in the house?? .. and then the show stopped.. and the audience was respectfull nad stayed quiet... and adam like stayed in the same spot the whole time.. ( up by the orchestra.. just leaning on the square.. with the lights on it) and i thought that was nice and respectfull too.. but then after like 5-10 minutes.. they started again with the same scene.. and one of the songs that they caberet girls were dancing.. pascal.. ok well the whole play.. hes usually on stage.. but maybe just watching the whole show.. from different spots.. well when the grls were dancing..he was on the side walkway thingy.. that leads to the orchestra.. and its level with the mezz seats... and he came close to us!! it like made me laugh kinda the way he was just hanging out and randomly dancing... but i froze up too lol haha but overall the show was amazing!! and im soo pissed that the show is closing!!!
tehn came home.. and went over to dans house.. cause it was his bday .. and he was having a party.. everyone was mostly focussed on the yankee game.. but eh.. i wouldnt have watched it. but im not the biggest baseball fan.. but i wanted to yankees to win.. but they didnt :(.. but while they were watching the game.. i mostly hung out with danielle in the basement and we played ping pong.. and talked bout lot of stuff.. itw as fun.. and then rach and katie came down.. and we fooled around with jims camerea.. haha but the party was fun.. and the favors.. the lil halloween like headband thingys were cut
well now i have do a chem project.. BLAH!! but me and merissa are gunna make it a good one! woo woo.. l8r this weekend was way too short.. at least halloween is this friday!! and ITS ON A FRIDAY! YAAAY
untl nxt time
money makes the world go round!
::manda
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Well im here.. in the library...because... yea theres a health asembly 2nd 3rd and 4th.. and WOOOO i didnt have to go to it.. cause i have health 2nd semester.. but those periods this morning .. were XTRA long.. i didnt think i wasn going to survive in history.. 2nd period.. ap american and hour long.. oh boy.. i feel bad for anyone that had a science.. specially a DOUBLE!! taht would suck... newho.. math was an hour long.. im so confusedi n that class.. and thats why im staying after to figure out why im so confused.. but yea.. and now its 4th .. and yea.. the going to orchestra and playing ..4th.. its just not rrealy happening... cause i always have like homework to finish.. or something to study for .. and i never end up going to play.. its not that i dont want to.. its just that i never really have the time.. im gunna miss not having a free period during the day nxt semester.. cause 4th is gunna be occupied with acting II which im excited to take though...
Im sittin nxt to em in the library.. and i sent her some comments.. that were funny.. haha and i showed her the gokart pix.. they came out good.. i love pictures.. like i already said.. thats the thing.. i feel empty.. or naked without a watch or a camera with me.. cause ya never know what might happen.. and then your like " man i wish i had a camera to take a picture or that" but yea.. so i guess im half empty.. cause i have a watch.. but no camrea! BLAH! this friday is horrible haunted trail of terror! im sooo excited.. me em and sam are doing it... im curious if its gunna be scary or what.. and im still debating whethere i wanna go to the haunted house that my brothers working at right now ( the one at sports plus) because i HATE being scared.. like i cant stand scary movies.. well i dont prefer them .. yea well scary movies i dont relly mind.. but i dont like people jumping out at you.. and then gettin up in your personal space.. like yea i know its fake.. and theres a person under the gross costume.. but yea whatever..
blah my throat hurts.. i hope im not gettin sick.. cause i dont like gettin sick... specially when you have allot going on and you have no time to be sick.. kinda like what happened last time... cause wooooo allstate and ithaca are comin up very soon in november.. thats gunna be soo much fun..and even. nxt week is halloween! still dont know what i wanna wear on halloween.. im wearing orange and white striped socks tday.. that have black cats on them.. and im wearin a orange sweatshirt.. haha ( im such a dork being all festive) but yea..
: blah blah blah.. i dont know what else to say.. theres bout 25 more minutes left of the period... ems starin into the computer screen and tapping her finger on her sweat shirt ...anD im listening ot maroon 5. oh boy.. i think they're really good.. well i like the music.. well i think im gunna go off doing somehting else.. or read something.. no not read a book.. but read someone elses journal haha l8r
untl nxt time
what? a duck
mandashu........manda
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well .. last updated was.. what saturday? its now tuesday night? eh ohwell.. having emense lack of updating.. oh well... im a bussy person... but newho.. sunday.. eh did homework all day.. my mom wouldnt let me go to brookehouse with anj and patty and ( whoever else ended up going) yesterday... was eh ok..monday..afterschool learned 2 songs.. for the show...was fun.. and thenlistened in on the plans on how to turn the lgi into a masked ball for tots... and i gave my input.. and there using some of it! woo hoo lol i cantwait.. its gunna be awsome tday??
eh well. got back a math test.. got a freekin 79.. blah.. and then had to take a chem test 6th.. i think i did really good.. actaully i take that back because i dont wanna jinx myself.. but newho.. i felt good bout the test.. nd then english.. more crucible reading.. and spanish... same ol stuf.f. got back my last test.. 102 baby! wooooo yea.. adter schoolll
PLAYERS!! yaayy was good... excited bout tshirts and sweatshirs... really it really wouldnt matter to me what they said or what colors.. i wouldnt wear it.. and probably like it neways lol.. and we signed up for what we wanted to do for tots.. and there was a mad dash.. ( cause people wanted to be certain things.. like tour guides.... ) well .. me ? i was like.. eh ill be in the ball room.. idk .. it doesnt really matter to me.. i just dont think that some of the people signed up to scare... ( i dont think they can bethat scary...) but ya know.. i wont judge them yet.. cause ya know.. some people that can be soo quiet.. can be really scary lolhhahha newho
went home.. and watched that 70's show.. it was great...eric did this laugh that sounded like brett ( doug and i aggreed on that) and it had stuff in there bout close encounters and mashpotatoes.. was so great.. then what asurprise.. we went to applebees.. wiht gma and my parents and doug.. was fun.. and there was this crazy huy tehre doing baloon like design things.. making bow and arrow and swords ( yea ok lol ) but he didnt come over to our table. if he did doug was gunna ask him to make him a catapult.. ( thats doug for ya ) afterwards.. we drove my gma home.. and GOT MY PICTURES.. that ive been waiting to get.. wooo and they turned out pretty well.. im happy with them.. i love pictures.. cause i love looking back on the memories and all that sappy fun stuff.. but yea.. gtg take a shower.. and tomorrow.. wednedsay ...= blah! l8r
untl nxt time
take time to listen
-amanda
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bleh.. psats this morning.. i thought they were hard.. well thats because i think im like partially stupid.. like not totally stupid.. but just half way there.. but yea whatever.. haha i found kt griff and rach sitting down when i got there.. and we sat for like 15 minutes till 8... so really icould have slept an xtra 15 minutes.. BLAH! the test was sooo long...
afterwards... i ended up walking home.. and from before the test i heard that kt was goin to ihop with griff and she asked kristen.. so i kinda invited my self.. ( well i was hungry lol) and i wanted to go... i felt kinda bad.. but newho.. i went home. .and doug ended up comin to.. but we ended up goin to the diner.. but it was still good... and i got shorted like $10 cause.. i didnt have ne money.. so b4 doug and i went to the diner.. i had to go to the bank and get money.. so i took out $50.. and when we paid for the food.. i got l#) back. ... ( doug and i got yummi omlets that were like 5 ) but eh its ok... nxt time.. someone can spot me... :) lol but it was fun.. and then when i got home.. my mom was in antoher one of those moods.. and she was like... " ya know you didnt have to go to lunch ya know" meanwhile when i first called her.. she was like.. oh sure... go ahead.. have fun.. ugh hate it when this happens.. blah
this afternoon ended up help clean the garage.. like semi clean it.. we went through REALLY old clothes.. found our halloween decorations.... i mowed the lawn... ( doug took a nap.. then went to work...) and i made myslef this like tunamelt thing.. cause i was hungry.. and had like nothing in the house.. but i was in the mood for making.. or i should say bakin something... but it was good.. cause my dad had to go to homedepot and get this part ( cause some pipe to the sewage or something broke) but whatever.. we ended up going to stop and shop... and wooo i got brownie mix.. cake. mix.. cranberry bread mix.. and cookie mix... and then i came home.. and put the food away...
and im here.. was watching toy story 2 b4.. no one is online.. so yea im bored in a sense.. wonder what everyone else is doing... lol i feel like such a loser.. cause i havent gone out like that past 2 .. or maybe even 3 weekends.. cause i feel stupid asking people.. oh can i come.. i just feel like its not right to invite myself places... yea.. well i guess thats where i stand.. outa the loop.. oh well.. i guess im just gunna go bake my cookies... alone... :(.....
tomorrow... blah.. homework day..
untl nxt time
" why cant we be friends"
:manda
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| wooo antoher week gone by |
[17 Oct 2003|09:59pm] |
ya know how it feels when during the school day.. either it goes by really fast.. or its really slow.. well some of hte days were like that.. but is seems like it was just last week.. but geeze TGIF!! this week was fun it was ok
:: cept gettin progress reports.. but it doesnt really matter.. cause report cards count more lol hhaa i dont really even remmeber allot of stuff that happened this week.. cause i only focus on certain things at a time.. no nm... actually im just really tired lol haha... tday was good
got an englihs test and a project back today... fuck yea... 95! wooo had rehersal today.. heard so funny sick stories.. was great... ali called it the " nest" cause we were sittin in a circle idk... i came and sat down .. after they like called it that or something... and brett drove me home .. but haha the "Sweetie" thing was funny... but none of you who are reading this even know but whatever.. and he thinks i actually practice my cam songs.. ( which i like never do... i used to.. like the first week.. ahah not nemore) like i dont sit down at the piano and sit there for an hour and go over each song.. cause i just ever have the time... like sometimes.. ill just read the song... but i dont sing.. eh whatever.. why am i even talkin bout this.. haha
Tomororw i have to take the psats.. BLAHHH but ya know.. who cares.. cause it doesnt even like count as nethin.. like brett said. itll just show you where you need to study and where your weeknesses are.. ( cause i didnt study.. like some pple did) so yea..and tomorrow night.. oh boy.. i seriosuly wanna have fun...i dnt want no more of is sittin home and doing nothing... haha wellz im frekkin tired.. and i gotta get up early blah! l8r
oh and nxt weekebnd im goin into the city.. to see CAITLIN!! ohhh yaaaa i cnt wait
untl nxt time
know who your tru friends are
::manda
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tuesday tuesaday.. well it went by kidnz fast!! wooo....
gm- watched more of gattaca.. was fun
ap- more constitution.. blah quiz on thursday got an 88 on first dbq woo haha
math- haha didnt go .. had a camerata lesson lol
4th- went around with anj and aurora.. " rory" as anj calls her.. felt really bad.. cause some asshole stole her cell phone...huh its probably the same person who stole my calculator.. but yea we walked around.. and yea
cam- we sang..haha who knew.. was good
chem- had hodie stuck in my head....we did this lab.. that had to do with fire.. and watching elements give off its color when you burn it.. oo was really cool.. haa im not a pyro.. but i like candles
eng-read end of act one in crucible..
spanish- did our horoscopes in spanish.. yea hmm then left 10 minutes early for wooo PLAYERS PICTURES for hte yearbook
:: i found everyone out side in the lobby.. and we had to get in height order.. well yea i was with the guys... george..jim..tim...sam..yea was kinda weird bein like extremely tall and with hte guys.. but was cool! and then the picture was taken in front on the school.. ( and the bell had already rang) so freeky people were tryin to be in the picture... teh tall people had to stand on chairs.. i felt like i was gunna fall back.. and yea hahha was all good.. then woooo players meeting....trick or treat street is gunna be a " masqurade ball( cant spell that lol haha im a loser) .. well ... it was a majority.. but seriously.. how can that be scary... alkatraz prison would have been better.. or gotham city.. but oh well... and a good amount of people wanted gothem city too.. but yea...
after the meeting i dfidnt have rehersal.. i stayed for a tad to help coil cables.. but then doug came.. and he had to go home right away.. and he was basically the only ride home.. and plus.. i had to visit with hte gma... so i felt really bad not staying cause thereprobably up there.. cleaning... well i got a shit load of hw to do... l8r
untl nxt time
: everyone has a secret but can they keep it?..... oh no they cant
*manda
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[12 Oct 2003|07:34pm] |
i know that ive probably like pasted this.. or wrote this in here.. but i wanna put it in here again.. just cause i like it... and i usually read it.. wheni feel sad or feel like im invisible and that noe one cares..
[19 Aug 2003|12:30am]
someone who will listen
somone who will talk
someone who likes it
when you wanna take a walk
someone who can laugh
someone that has fun
someone you can go to when
you have no where else to run
someone who bends the rules
someone that is real
someone that is caring and knows
how to make you feel
someone who is daring
someone who'll put up a fight
someone that will tell me things
when we stay up through the night
someone that likes music
some that likes to dance
someone thats a theater person
cause if your not, u dont stand a chance
someone who would call me
and invite me to go somewhere
someone who can have a laugh
or wouldnt care what you wear
someone that i can really talk to,
that'll stay till the end,
i just want someone that i can
truely call my friend
im not saying that i feel like i have no friends.. it may sound like htat....like i have really close friends... but like i look at people and they have a best friend.. someone that they do almost everything with... and ugh whatever im gunna stop cause it feels like im ramblin on.. and yea i know im a loser.. and stupid.. blah balh. not in the greatest mood.. i just wanna hang out with someone. and theres no one there to hangout with haha cause it feels like i havent done that in a while.... yea whatever...
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[12 Oct 2003|07:27pm] |
Daniells sweet 16 was allot of fun, it was freekin freezin the whole time.. danielle looked sooo beautiful! omg .. she really did.. and woo woo there were people that i knew there... my friends.. well i consider them my friends.. if they dont think the same.. well what did i ever do to u? lol.. but yea.. i sat at hte table.. with lindsay, griffin, kristen b, katie b, anj, alethea, lee, dan, bobby h, jim, jared, it was fun... we did some crazy stuff.. lee and jim stripped to im to sexy ( like lee did at the music banquet.. it was soo great and funny... and then later on they gys sang to i want it that way ( pretended to be the backstreet boys) and oh geeze.. neone who was there.. and reads this can say that athat dj was really weird.. and hmm yea... oh and danced really weird.. like really crazy.. oh that reminds me that jim and jared went up to him and started dancin on him basically.. and i think dan took a picture,,
The food was yummi!! and so was the cake and icecream.. and i was part of the players candle!! woo it was great.. and lee and i were learning sighlanguage from katie b.. and we decided that we wanna take hte class nxt year.. cause liek everyone is taking it this year pretty much.. and we feel outa the loop.. lol and it looks alotta fun...
speaking of feelin outa the loop.. yea well i do.. most of the time.. am i that werid .. that everyone hates me or something.. and doesnt want me to go places... and they always have to invite my brother.. and then i always feel like im taggin along... ( im only talkin bout some situations.. but yea) well i gues tonight is another night that im stayin home.. and my brother is yet sleeping over bretts again... eh whatever.. my day will come when ill be a bad ass chick from the molougne rouge ( i dont think i spelt that right) oh well whatever im sucha dork.. and im leavin now. .cause i feel really depressed right now.. gunna go listen to music.. wooo yea go me .. yea whatever bye
untl nxt time
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[11 Oct 2003|05:55pm] |
well this afternoon we went gocartin and minigolfin at this place in medford.. it was really fun... we went an picked up em and lindz.. when we went to lindz new house... i got to see her kittens .... and they were soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable... you have no idea... and i fell in love with this one.. thats a calico.... and i named it shadow.. and my mom told me that she used to have a cat that looked exactly like that one... and the one i was holding was the one lindz doesnt know if its exactly going to someone yet... ( i want it soooo bad...) and my mom fell in love with it to... but shes stil like.. uh uh no no .. itll never work.. but i loved it and then we stopped at at mcdonalds in coram cause my mom was hungry... ( mmmmm icecream is gooooood) and then we got there.. and realized... that i was stupid and left the things at home ( by accident.... cause seriously i thought that i had them in the car) soooo.. we ended up driving all the way back to my house and then all the way back.. but it was fun.. and was short.. and when we got there.. we went on the gocarts first... and wooo itw as fun.. cept stupid people tryin to run into me... yea not fun.. but we went really fast..it was all good.. and we got to go on them twice..
The place that we were at ... used to be all run down and really small.. and they re did it.. and refurbished it up.. and its really niec now.. and the minigolf and all that.. afterwards.. we got our clubs and golfballs... ( mine was red oooo purty) and the order wa s emily ( green ) lindsay ( purple) my mom ( yellow..) it was so much fun.. and i cant believe my mom said something to me.. that id never think she would say.... she told me that one of the holes looked like something... and some there was this other one that looked similar... geeze.. her mind was in the gutter... itw as bad... but we took some funn pictures.. i cant wait to get them back.. and in the end.. i got 67... emily 70 lindz 88 and my mom 71.. so woooo i won!! and then on the way home.. i took pictures of lindz kittens.. and sobed some more. cause i wanted that one.. ( the kitten names samantha.. but i named it shadow lol teehee) it was so great
and now im home.. and my mom just yelled at me and said " ya know.. u could pick up some of that laundry instead of talking to your friends all the time " yea.. well i wanna go out tonight or hangout with someone.. id care.. just dont really wanna stay home.. ya know. and my brother is owrking... blah... yea so l8r.. i could always resort to doing homewokr.. but who ever wants to do that???
untl nxt time
"to dirty to clean my act up"
:Amanda
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| jess's sweet 16 ( my loser) |
[11 Oct 2003|01:12am] |
Well tonights was jess's sweet 16.. and doug and i went.. and when he drove there... we listened to maroon5 or whatever its called... and " she is alllll ii neeeddd....." its a good song lol haha .. but the partay was at the holiday inn by the airport.. and she looked sooooo beautiful.. her dress black.. but had like these white pleats or something.. it reminded me of a chess board or something idk..lol but cheezy jess was there!!!! i was very excited.. and so was ashley straw.. and Mike was the dj!!!! it was all good... and alesandra came!!and kim it was allot of fun... and her theme " colors" were like red and black... it was very cool loved it.. dancing was insane... and there was this guy scott.. he was cool.. freind on jess.. was hangin out with my brother... and thinks he looks like jim carey... was funny.. and most of the other girls thought the same too ... it was great..
i had a strawberry daquari .. and bout 3 sherli tremples.. and lotzzzzz of water .. didnt eat that much food.. and i danced like crazy.. cause it was soo much fun lol and we did hte time warp and all thses good songs.. was great....danced allot with ashley!! ( yea harmonies to songs.. ur the bestest ash!! xoxoxo ) and for dessert we had icecream.. mmmmm and it was great... billy and mikey were there too!!! was exciting... and yea im really tired and wanan go to bed and actually sleep!! ooo yea soo night night.. and jess if you ever read this.. the party was amazingly fun! i loved it. thnx for having me! lyl xoox ( loser! teehee..)
until nxt time
" in darkness she is all i see"
:: amanda
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well tday... ok never.. mind ya know... i dont even know why i write in this thing.. i mean .. its like were little kids ... saying.. i did this today.. blah blah.. but my perspective.. is does neone care? like i mean yea your friends that read it might.. but otherwise... i mena i guess we just write stuff that we do... is for our friends.. so we know what there up to even though we dont get to see them all the time. ... yea.. i guess that why we do that.. but whatever...
well for all the people .. my friends... ( well at least i think your my friend lol) ill tell ya what happened today.. if you really wanna hear bout it lol
school... not surprising....we were actually b4 the bell this morning.. i was very proud of doug cause he got up when i tried to wake him up.. so i was in the office for about 3 minutes and then the bell rang. in
Greatmoral..: we started to watch the movie Gattaca... i love that movie.. think its really cool .. yea lol haha
APamerican:: ugh .... more constitution stuff
Math: quiz.... oh yea who got a 105!!! im soo excited
4th:: i actually went to orchestra to play today...
Camerata :: sang... as usual.. went over stuff from last night... was fun
Chem:: oh boy..more notes and going over things... got back our quizes that we took on wednesday ( it was on this movie that we watched last friday.. and we had this ditto to answer the questions...) and the quiz was 10 questions that were from the actual ditto.. and ow ow i got a 90!! wooo tehee and then i asked him at the end how to do these calculations for the lab that we had to write up.. itw as so hard... i did that last night and took like 3 hours
Gym: went late... went outside.. and played our " non" tennis.. cause we just usually bounce the ball around
English:: ugh borin presentation. nad more of act one.. seriosuly reading hte crucible in cllass is soo boring.. id probably do better off reading it by myself at home ya know lol
Spanish: test today.. i think i did ok...
Afterschool:: was in the LGI and office untill like 3:20 or so.. but i was fun hahaha
This weekend?? tonight i have jess's sweet 16 and im really excited.. and tomorrow im going go kartin... and then im goin to antoher sweet 16 on sunday ( danielles) woo partay weekend.. blah that means more foor lol haha get fat ugh haha
l8r xoxox
untl nxt time
i dunno what ya heard bout me
:: mandabels ( what andy called me yesterday.. )
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well now that tomorrow friday.. it felt like it took forever to get here... blaahhhh ok so heres what happened this sloowwwww week lol
TUESDAY!!
all i remmeber ... went to school.. didnt really wanna be there cause it was first day back from the 3 day weekend.. but it was ok.. we had our first musical rehersal.. and it was soo much fun i loved it.. did allot of fucusin cause for me... it was good... cause that was one time where i actually really really focus.. was so relaxed.. cause i was focused.. and it was all good.. and when we played this name game if i had to.. even though its thursday.. i could try and remember all the names
Sarah - white siberian tiger
Allison- pot belly pig
Dan- Spider monkey
Lauren - Dragons
Maz- Bengel tiger
Anuli- Duckies
Katie- jaguar
Britney - el paca
Alice- maloocan cockatoo
Jackie- Goldfish
Sara- redfox
Nick- capie bara? ( sounded like cat n barrel yea lol)
D.B - rabid wombat <- yea that was w
Christine - Guinea pigs
... drawing a blank... dnt really remmeber
meg-horses
kristen- emperor pinguins
stephanie- dogs
another brain fart.. haha
sam-puppies
me... black stallion (not black sally )
lee- shark
Alli-puff the magic dragon
Jim -pink spotted unicorn
Dave Chen- hammerhead shark
Lindsay- Giraffe
Sam - old english sheep dog
Hannah- humans
Beth-elephants
Natalie- dolphins
Rach- ?? ahh dnt remmeber
mich- that funky fish name
then i dnt remember cause i left... :( but it was fun lol
that night was open house.. itw as ok.. lots of singing.. but eh it was fun haa
WEDNESDAY:: school.... was a blah day.. like didnt feel like doing nething day.. and after ... we played with alis awsome black and orange bouncy balls.. haha it was great then i went home.. and basically did homework and went to bed
THURSDAY... TODAY!!
school.. blah... as always... was hot... what with this 75 weather again.. it was like freezing last week.. haha yea.. tomorrow i got a math quiz.. and a spansih test.. and in chem we learned how to do configurations... oof it was confusing.. but ikinda get it.. and i got back my refrence letter from ms visconti... for the wider op :) after school.... i went with andy ali kristen and michelle.. to go to wendys but we ended up stopping at where andy works to get his pay check.. we ended up stayin in the parkin lot for a good 20 minutes... and withi that duration of time.. we
:: flirted with this guy that came out of this cell phone place
:: got looks from people driving by... ( cause we were playing music really loud:
:: listened to allot of music.. ( tryin to look for happy day)
:: had a wasp in my hair.. had to kill it with this sock that was in my bag..
:: sang oh happy day...
... then i felt bad cause i ahd 4got that my mom and dad took off today cause its my dads birthday ( i didnt forget that it was my dads bithday i just didnt know that they BOTH took off from work) so doug called me and told me to get my ass home to help them.. cause they were workin all day around the house.. and whatever.. so i felt bad .. cause they wanted to go to wendys.. but andy took me home... and then i did a few things... then
::went up to school for camerata.. well first it was our sectional.. it was productive... went well.. i think.. then camerata.. and learned massive ammounts of notes.. was fun though.. yea
NOW.. :: still typing .. wehn i should be writing up my lab.. yea lol haha so l8r... xoxox hope everyone has been peachy!
TOMORROW:: schoolll ( what else is new hha) then sweet sixteen ( loser .. xoxo im soo excited!) .. YEA 3 DAY WEEKEND! WOOOOOO
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why i did those idk... wooo im so happy that we have tomorrow off~ woooo but i got hoemwork to do.. ugh.. but im gettin pix back from the show today~ im sooo excited! yay l8r
::amanda
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[04 Oct 2003|07:57pm] |
today i cought up on sleep but yet still felt really tired lol.. i finished the cards that i made for most the people in the casts n stuff.. idk i just felt like being nice and made people cards .. saying like great job... they were soo great.. which everyone that was in it was awsome... and i layed around all day.. and was cold... and tired.. and doug went to ihop with brett n andy.. and then he has a fix on cleanin up albans old room.. which when he moved out.. didnt stay a room.. it was more like... moms school closet with all her stuff.. i think theres some stuff thats mine.. but its really crammed in there.. but he wants to clean it cause my mom was like " yea we can make that your room cause then dad can make your room his like office so he can stop using the living room" and doug was like hellz yea.. cause really theres a door back there .. and so if his room was down there.....hmmmm yea u get the picture ....we could actually have people over lol.. and hes right now helpin dad with there fasha brew.. or whatever its called.. and im watchin lilo and stitch on tv,, wooo and tomorrow im gettin px back from the show! im sooo excited to see how the piictures came out .. and doug and my dad are gettin haircuts.. and i want one too.. i hope i can go with them lol wellz l8r im out to watch the movie~
:: and ugh i gotta do a dbq and a project this weekend... blah i hate that lol
untl nxt time
enjoy the moment
::amanda
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[04 Oct 2003|10:31am] |
phew... well who ever reads this that was in the casts of the one acts...... you guys left me speechless last night.. u all did such an amazing job... directors andy and brett.... 1 for 1 ... lets make it the whole year !!! the stage managers did i wonderfull job with that.. kristen and michelle always look so beautiful ( and to there assistant stge managers.. griff and lindz!! great job) well i dont even know what to really say becuase you all were awsome and did such a great job... ya know im just gunna copy and past whats on my away message
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The stage was lit by incredible talent
And 2 full audience you had to face,
To get here, we worked together like a family
in our LGI home , a comforting place.
this was an amazing way
to start of the year
so lets keep this record breaking up ok?
do i make my self clear??
--> u cease to amaze me....<--
RC- " well we'll all be.....late for dinner " ( then fake laugh!) ...* i <3 it *
SWN--> kerri u scary person u.... im still shaking..( im not kidding..) all you at the beginning reminded me of a wax museum.. i was soooo freeked out... well the first time i saw the show... even though it was without lights... it freeked the fagibeeze outa me... and everytime when u had the correct lights after that....omg it just made it scarier.... ( thats just my opinion) u did such a great job with it .....:) :)
B- i cant stop laughing.. " hey coach..........thanx..( with lion king #6 in the backround) out of all the shows ive seen i dont htink ive laughed harder in my life...im not kidding...u guys did an amazing job.. cause hey.. u made me laugh! lol
:: again congrats on the job well done....:-D::
so hey since we got these sold out.. might as well start advertising for the nxt show! lol
::come see our musical ANNIE! in DEC! ::
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well now...its a three day weekend! waahoooooooooooo but i got allot of homework.... ( like the english project.. grrr lol) and a DBQ to write ( damn hirstory!) and other stuff... ooo fun fun... but itll be a fun weekeend... and i have still have yet to watch lion king on dvd.. i think we should all get to gether and watch it one night... ( haha andy) and yea today is homecoming at 2 : 00 woooo i think im goin.. ill probably walk up there... ( well i do live like 2 minutes away haha .. and tonight... im watchin lilo and stitch! oo yea...l8r..
until nxt time
::through all the memories
i have come to see
just how imporant the players are
and what they mean to me ::
:: amanda
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blahhh im sick.. and i HATE IT.. cause why? its the weekend.. and yea i got a lot of homework to do.. and i have to find 2 polive uniforms.. for the one acts.. and something for anna ( cause shes supposed to be the western union..) and i feel so bad cause i feel like shit.. and seriosuly today i was soo delerious.. thank goodness i didnt have netests or nething.. cause i was so out of it.. i would have failed them .. but yea its a stay home and watch a movie night and fall asleep on the couch.. and do homework... weekend.. cause yea i feel blah.. shitty and all that stuff so l8r :)
untl nxt time
I HATE BEING SICK UGH
*manda
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eekk ugh my stomach doesnt feel at all good right now.. and neither does my head... today was sa stressfull day.. got asigned another stupid project.. and ugh just was a bad day.. and then there was teh auditions for hte musical.. and they were ahead of schedule .. and i wasnt ready for that lol but whatever.. i think i did ok.. idk.. really i didnt do that great.. but whatever... its over with.. and its just for the show annie lol .. but hey .. i just wanna be apart of it.. im not like lookin to be annie here pple lol.. haha but yea. and i feel really bad cause i couldnt go toowrek session tongiht cause i have another esssay to write and like 2 tests tomorrw.. ahh chem and history.. my bad subjects.. and i couldnt go to the work session yesterday.. ause i had like soooooooo much homeowrk.. but tomorrow im gunna try n go to the worksession.. cause then im good with projects and essays untill some are due nxt week lol..
: today after the audtion i was talking with clara.. and i havent spoken to her in such a long time.. and i miss her.. lol cause last year her, kayla and i had gym together.. and when we played tennis.. we used to play with southern accents ( ok dont ask lol ) and clarar was clara belle. kayla was kayla wayla.. and i was manda sue.. and clara told me today that i should be mandy sue...and we talked about other things.. for like 10 minutes.. its was great...
;: COME SEE WMHS ONE ACTS OCT 2nd 3RD 8:00 in LGI... go get tix infront of LGI :) $7 adults $5 kidz/student/snt citz:
ok well my spaghetti is calling me.. oh and meatballs.. so even though im not hungry and my stomach is like "swirly" as i put it... im probably gunna eat it neways.. lol so l8r :)
untl nxt time
:: im glad i know.. how it feels to be free ::
: yea but not in our school.. in the hallways... ugh::
*amanda
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